im away from the world's empathy

recently been feeling like ive been wasting my time
going places, saying words, doing things im not entirely keen about..
but everything's making a turn for the worse all of a sudden,
i dont know what to make of it..

sigh.
weary and wary again.
i swear, all the gradual revelations are driving me up the wall.
cant things just be simple and fathomable for once..


today's just an awfully unsuccessful attempt to study AGAIN..
and well, a lot of minds whirring like running tracks.


promos are up and coming :(

my poddie's gone. i hope they recycle and not crush it!! poor baby..
the replacement will only be ready 2 weeks from now..
what am i to do without it?!??!!


had sore eyes ystd..
walking around half blind and uncomfortably.
after being so used to having a layer of contact lens in my eyes,
feel so sleepy without them all day and night..
they uncannily keep me more awake..

was an attempt to shop and everything..
in the end was a bit productive! :)
and and dinner was nice!! suki = new hangout place. hahah
going gaga over kids clothes, trying on nightie spag straps (looking so sick and porn-ish!), talking and talking and talking and..

late night talks are the best.
i so miss them. -looks at tings pointedly. I MISS YOU and your huang shang'r-ness! (though you wouldnt believe it :(

wting thrs so much i wnt to tell you but i dnt knw how and cant.. :( :( but yknw youre the loveliesttttttttt. will mail you again soon. hope all's :) over there! have some unbelievable news to tell you. i can imagine your jaw dropping..sigh. i miss just swinging by your place or leaving st nicks in the aftnn for crystal jade or fish and co pls..the simplicity of things then..


the sweetest things always come with daunting omens to wreck things up.
doesnt it just make you wonder what can we actually believe in??


rahh.
gp essay.

hmrpf!!!!
feel like just throwing everything aside and screaming i dont careeeeeeeee!
weirdly angstygalsxz. must be pms..